This is all the pictures we have been taking together .

I delete it in my itouch but yeahhh i just cant delete it from my computer .

I made it just for you but yeahh it useless now .

Now i notice that our pictures together is really very little .

We have bits and pieces of memories together strongly attach to my heart .

But now , im going to let it go .

So farewell and byebye Max ACW <3

For Johnathan ahpek de !

hey you this ahpek , tell u dont let your mind wander around le .

Lock it in ur head mannnn ! :D

Dont let your feelings affect your attachment .

Remember those grades yeahhh , so yeahh try not to let it affect you .

I know it hard to forget a person that you Love or Like right .

But instead you think of a positive way yeahh .

Look forward ! Never look back . I know I stand no position to tell you all this cos i recently also kena heart break by a bastard , but yeahhh i understand how you feel .

It feel heart painn , u cant express your love to the person you wish to tell .

But what can we do . We have better path to choose in everything . In everything we do , we have many choices and paths to choose . That not our only choice right . We need to overcome every problems we encounter . Just to let you know , you have your friends by ur side who will support you no matter what ! :D We will pei you de . so yeahh dont feel so down cos of a girl .

As you know she a player right , so what for you keep holding on to it . Not good you know .

Keep this feelings as a treasure or a best memories , i know you haven even start with her in the very beginning but if you start with her what could you feel now . More sad right , she will just play with your feelings and dump you right . I dontwan to see you like that .

We only can give you advice for this cos we have no right to push you up .

Bear in mind , we always do support and LOVE you ! :D No matter what happen we will be by your side . We can push you but it your choice to stand up by ur own feet ! :D It a promise we made yeahhh ! Date due is on the dec 6 ! We gonna go USS and have a fun day ! :D PROMISE ! :D

SHIQIII KUBIRD !

I MISS YOU MUCHHHH MAX MANNN !

FASTER COME BACKKKK TO SG NAH !

LET ME EMO HERE ALONE :X

Sorry for not answering those calls !

Superrr sorry ! But my attachment timing is real bad . ):

Feel super bad about it ):

Today attachment was totally slacking .

from 12 to 3 must work cos manager was here .

But after that he go for the meeting jiu YAHHHHOOOOOOO ! :DDD SLACK SLACK SLACK ! :D

chit chat with jimmy and imelda (: was fun working with them cos not that stress :D

at 5plus mrs ho come look for me for the attachment report thingy .

Finding for my supervisor but too bad my supervisor got off today :D SAVE ! :x

I really looking forward for my PAY ! And the USS trip ! And the taiwan trip ! OMGGG

And lastly for the end of my attachment ! Soon ! Next month of 26November faster come so i can enjoy my day ! :DDD

Boy, we never been in true love before .

We only use to each other exist .

I will forget you one day , and i swear .

Just that when will this day comes .

I just keep remembering your smile and kisses to me .

Those sweet and caring words came from you are only for me .

Your gentle hands holding my hands is the most i miss .

Everytime when couples walk pass me i will remember you .

But now you are others one , so i can only forget you .

You say till everything is my fault for causing this .

Now i think that , you is the one who didnt told me what you are feeling .

If you dont like me to text other guys when im with you , you should told me .

Who knows if you never even told me what you are feeling .

You said to me that i keep everything to myself .

But what about you . You did that too .

And now you are pushing everything to me as if it is my fault to this break up .

I didnt know what you are thinking . But if you think that girl suit you more .

Go ahead . I wont stop you . (:

Im just tired ! ): Not mentally tired but my leg super tiring ! ): ): ):

attachment till now is still ok , but really gets bored when there were no customer ! ):

Just rot thr for 9 hours walking around the shop and staring at the ceiling or outside .

didnt really have proper meals nowadays , only had 1 meal at 4plus and that all for my day .

Stress me out ! ): both my manager and supervisor work in store with me so yeahh , imagine how stress i am :o both grading my grades at the end of my attachment. hope they gif me high high cos i really work hard! Always hate wed cos im the only girl on that day ): ohhh well no much difference cos that store only have 2 girls ): hmmm , gonna sleep soon cos yeahh 2moro sure cant wake up .

working from 12 to 9 everyday now soon my training is gonna come .

Hope and pray hard , johnathan could join me ! ): cos it will be so boring alone ! ):

Today is the 1st . Did you remember it ?

It a special day for me yet i think it just a normal day for you rightttt .

Maybe you are happy with your new gf right now .

But im sure you will regret what you did to a girl feelings .

Happy 2mth ? I cant say to you anymore .

I wont believe 1st of every month again ..

Always on the 1st of a month stead , sure have bad endings .

I dunno isit mine fault or what , but yeahhh 1st is full of memories to me.

Attachment is finally here . IT OMGGGGG

First 2 days is kinda bored ?

But on the third day only me , randy and jimmy look after the store.

Funnnn ! Super funn ! Cos got the joker randy . hahahah

Keep step my shoes and push me with an "excuse me" said by him

spend this 9 hours real quick . Omgggg next week is coming and i doesnt want it ):

Our area manager is coming for this whole month to work with us Superr stress

Heard from jimmy and randy that we cant talk while he was thr ? wtffff ?

I will rot thr and stoned thr like forever? I just cant imagine that

And another girl is coming by next week to join us hmmm can say okok ?

cos seldom have girl in that outlet . But is omggg ? i still dontwan our area manager to come

Got one supervisor enough already . Why did the area manager want to kpo come here

The outlet there already got a supervisor , Assistance supervisor , part timer , full time .

And now a area manager ? Ohmmyyyygoshhhh . Faster let this 2 months end

Than i can enjoy my trip to USS and taiwan

Hello readers or bloggers !

Being wake up by my mum at 11plus and it is dammmm tiring ! 7 hours of sleeping is not enough for me ! Gone to parkway with my mum and sis ! Hang around there till 4plus .

At 5plus meet friends for a dinner time and bonding time ! :D go to Clarke Quay thr to have our dinner ! Walk around thr . Leg superr tiring ! But yeahhh fun day today !

Go to MBS there to find don & felix (: stay there for awhile and we leave to catch our last train !

Me , xr and sq having a running competition while rushing to mrt ! LOLOLS laugh my ass out !

Have fun with shiqi, stella , Jiaqi , Xiaorong and yvonne ! :D

Im superrrr hungry now ! And my head are gonna burst ! ):

I will shake shake you like a shaker fries !

Shake till you are out of my mind !

Dunno why this few days .

When i close my eyes , i will think of you .__.

Seriously this sucks ! ):

I thought i have gone over you but yet now im the one thinking of you the most ! ):

Seriously , I keep stalking her fb .

That is the only way i get you info from there.

TWJ SOTONG ! U this stupid sotong stupid pig !

Change until so gl ! Change until not i noe de TWJ !

But yeahh my fault i noe ! But do u ever think i fake my hyperness infront of you !

This few days i keep thinking of him but nw i need change u bak from the old TWJ of you !

So how ? I just cover up all my sadness and act hyper so nobody know ? Idk .

But I know Im sorry ! Here im telling sorry but i dont understand why is that basterd who break my heart doesnt even say sorry to me ! TWJ u told me that if sorry gt use u dont need so angry right ? Yeahhh i noe . U say i dont understand ur feeling of getting hurt right ? I know that feeling.

I didnt tell u cos i cant find a reason to denied that i hurt u b4 . Be it u want to hate me or what

I just now i want u to be back to the normal self . Not the gl and abnormal TWJ SOTONGGG !

This few days . Image of you keep appearing in my mind .

How you ask me for stead , how we spend the time in your house

How we hold our hands walking down the streets .

How you cuddle me in cinema .

How u kiss me on my cheek .

How u knee down in the cinema and ask me for being your wife.

I know the propose part is fake as we are still young. But im happy .

I dunno what happen to me .

I swear to myself that im going to 4get you . In the end I just cant.

Hugging the stitch you give me reminds me of you . But i cant just throw the stitch in the storeroom . isnt i useless . laughs .

I wonder have u gt a new stead now ? Have u sleep well ? Have u been working till late night?

Why does u always dont have time to spare me while now u can spare so many time to that girl .

I just dont understand . I tell myself to hold my tears to you . But i cant.

People around me tell me that he not worth for you .

I think you are worth , just that im foolish .

Foolish enough to fall in love with you , to trust you and u just break all that easily .

Yeahhh im really sad. I admit. All those laughter with you and memories will be kept in my heart.

Now i want to move forward. Yet i cant.

Your message show me how deep u hurt me. Avoiding me? Pushing me away?

U are no different from taking out my heart and squash it. It may mean nth to you by saying all those words, but it means to me ! Hurtful ! freaking hurtful ! I admit i cant 4gt u now. But one day i will move on without u in my life. Just wait !

OMG I JUS LOVE BBOY GUYS :DDD

Heyyyy jus change my blogskins

starts my cca 2day

tired but have a few matches with shiqi .

damm fun and we keep practicing the flip roti prata xD

2moro gonna go shiqi house to study .

damm guai ritex. Im a good girl ;D

Tatas gonna continue 2moro

Clear of my dust by saying

UPDATED ! :DDDDD

sorry that I not a good friend

sorry that I do not do things that let people like

sorry for all the thingss ...

1 + 1 = 2

It never be a 3 ritex ?

So in my mind i felt the same too .