Please .. Contact me . Don't ignore me anymore longer.
I really can't take it muchhh longer..... Its been 5 days

Pieces of feelings left unspoken

It has been three days.. What have happen? Me myself I do not know how could I overcome this all by myself. We have been through ups and downs together this 1 year and lots of things have been happening this year. People change? I doubt so. Its the nature of the LOVE. every relationship have go through this only SOME will get through it. I hope we could. I admit your one word replies/one emojis replies do affect me because its shows me that why do have such a big gap of communication? Lack of communication can kills a relationship. After that "breakup" and "patchback" i have been feeling very insecure. Because you didnt suggest meetup like you always did, you didnt told me that you miss me anymore unless i did, when im sick you didnt visit me like you did last time. Maybe you didnt change maybe its just "xiguan le". That why all my insecure have been killing you i guess? I tried so hard to ignore the fact that you have been ignoring me for this past 3 days. I told myself to give you time to cool down. To process what i have say and to think clearly. I can see, from games you chat with others, all i can see. But i chose not to speak up because im scared that i will affect your mood. I just hanging here don't know what to do next. I don't know where is wrong? Speaking up a problem in a relationship isit wrong? We need to solve together and not avoiding and "pretending" the problem did not exist. Now im just invisible to you. I just need your assurance badly. I just need you badly.. I just need to clear things with you. I just wanted to know this second chance is being cherished. I starting to doubt myself if im really the right one for you. Im just a simple girl.